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Clock ticks away [Jul. 22nd, 2007|03:01 pm]
[Current Location |home]
[mood |anxiousanxious]

Well not to much longer till I start my last semester of College (I hope). I have a little bit of a game plan for what comes after, but everything in in constant movement so there is no telling where I will be and what I will be doing. I've spend the second half of my summer just laying around the house and taking it easy, thinking of what is to come. I'm sure the Georgia Southern will try and screw me over at some point...
Harry Potter book 7 has finally be released upon the world, Sydney is happily wrapped up in the book. Hopefully she will finish it soon so I will have a girlfriend again heh, ok it's not that bad. Speaking of Syd. things are going well, granted I have not seen her since June. Though I do get to talk to her daily and the conversations are always entertaining. I do have hope and optimism for this relationship, not often can you have a conversation about paint application on a figure and is be shared by a girlfriend. I miss her so and I am counting down till I see her next.
My friends seem to be on track with life, though I have not heard From Jen & Jew in some time. Syd. bumped into Jen at a harry potter book party and Jen has invited syd.,myself, and Neil to a party...granted she did not mention when or where this party will be.
I guess that is it for the moment...Take care and watch out for zombie space ghost...
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Roll with the punches... [May. 17th, 2007|02:29 pm]
[Current Location |In my room]
[mood |chipperchipper]
[music |Rent soundtrack]

*dusting off keyboard* ok where to start? I'm taking a summer course and it is going well. I am T.D'ing another show and designing for another. I will also try my hand at acting for the summer show...I play G-man...it's a tiny two line part but what the hell why not. I have one semester left of class so I should get out of this tormenting place in Dec. I'm just really tired of taking classes I do not need or will never use and etc. as for what I will do after college...the plan is to be the T.d. of the small theatre in Statesboro...I should know by October if that will happen. If not then I'll begin looking for work else where and maybe I'll get lucky.
I've moved into a house for the summer with low rent and I really like it. I wanted to live here for the fall but Gasou will not let me out of the housing contract so I am being forced to live on campus for the fall. I've tried to get out of it but they are very anal and want money...they can all go have an evil dead tree moment!
On the upside Sydney will be moving into the room so I'll be able to see her a lot more and crash with her some days. Things have been great, only one argument and that did not last long. I'm not saying we're perfect(I'm learning to adjust some things) but we seem to be doing pretty good 8). I could easily fill a page talking just about her but I won't. The long and short of it is, She understands me, loves me for who I am, and I love her for who she is. Being with her is like living in a musical...I mean that in a good way for those who hate musicals. Sydney will never be boring and one day we will combine our toy hordes!
So life is not bad, I hope all my friends are hanging in there and I look forward to telling of tales..In parting READ the fine print on what yopu sign cause knowing is half the battle...
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bored... [Mar. 22nd, 2007|12:37 am]
[Current Location |sleep...AHHH OH GOD A DREAM BEAVER!]
[mood |curiouscurious]
[music |fall out boy]

well bored so I'm posting...nothing much really...I some how pasted my Yoruba midterm? I can not say anything in that language or even make a sentence! Yet I'm passing? I'm happy but also a little disappointed? go figure...
Oddly enough I might have a date this sat? I say "Might" because I'm not sure...it will not be boring and I'll have fun either way!
My trophy for "Best Personal Injury" is almost done, I just have to glaze it and I'll post pics when done.
My room is a mess, I should clean it...
Finally built all of the Gun Shell Dolls figures John gave me for x-mas/B-day...very cool will have to get more...
one sec...
damn...none on e-bay...but there was a muppet 8)
man I'm a little sleepy...
I still do not own Serenity on dvd...why? I do want it but why have I not bought it?
fear the Ice pirates and their space herpes...

Well take care all, embrace the random moments and laugh a little everyday...even at yourself 8)
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Life update 001.2 [Mar. 19th, 2007|10:56 pm]
[Current Location |Limbo]
[mood |amusedamused]
[music |Fenix TX]

much has happened...lets do this!

well it's over...WOOT! lol 1st time I've ever been happy to be out of a relationship. Not much more to say, so moving on...

Spring break
little lonely, but I did enjoy my self. No pants time in the dorm is always fun...maybe I should flip the couch cushions...any who there where to highlights of the week- 1) Almost getting the set built for "I Hate Hamlet", was an ego boost to build something by myself and have it work. 2) being invited by friends to come hang out, the fact that I was invited by a female didn't hurt either! Had a great time and got quiet tipsy...had to be driven home...it was my first time drinking Bourbon. That was the first time I've done anything close to a party at college and I look forward to the next time I can get together with friends.

received a random call from her and it was very nice. Good to hear from her and to know the health issues are over. Nothing really to say just a nice call from a friend.

I've been waiting for this movie! it comes out on the 23rd and I'm hopeing to go see it then or over the weekend! Not only that I was asked to come see it by a very atractive woman...an old friend that I have not seen in awhile till a random meeting earlier this past weekend. As with many things lately random events have been wonderful and I hope the trend continues.

Find at least one thing to laugh at everyday...(\_/)
(>)>+--- Like fencing Bunny! goodnight everybody
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Plague.... [Mar. 6th, 2007|11:08 pm]
Well the past day was a little slice of hell...I came down with the plague! From the smell of ass-cheerios and projectile vomit, to shot gun diarrhea 8(. So many brain cells have died which is bad since I have my first Yoruba test tomorrow. I have no chance of passing it so sadly it looks like I might fail the class...so for those of you keeping count that makes the 3rd foreign language to have failed (Japaneses, Spanish, and now Yoruba.

I did finally get around to making a model of the set design for the "I Hate Hamlet" production and it does not look to bad. Though I'll have to spend spring break building the set...so lonely it will be.

On a down note my relationship with Crystal is at an end. When I get a chance to sit her down I will try and break it to crystal in the best way possible...granted there is not really a good way. I have my reasons for this action but really do not care to list them here...the long and short of it is that I do not love her, I feel nothing, there is no spark...I really see her as a friend and I hope she will remain one, though I know it can be very hard to just be friends with someone you love. I will understand if she wants nothing to do with me, I will not blame her for it.

Well keep on moving, keep laughing, and random meetings are what make life interesting...enjoy them!
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Waiting on a car door [Feb. 4th, 2007|09:55 pm]
[mood |discontentdiscontent]

Well tonight will be a bittersweet night at best, I'm waiting for Crystal to get back from her parents. She is on her way over because I have said that little phrase which destroys all happy thoughts...WE need to talk. Yea I can't believe I said it after all the times I've heard those words. I guess some back story is in order...

The past couple of weeks I have be feeling detached from the relationship, I do not think it was due to one single thing but many little. I do not see her for weeks at a time and when I do sparks do not fly, it is nice to see her but I do not feel like I have a girlfriend...more like a friend that sometimes I kiss...but that's it no passion, no cuddling during a movie...she even sleeps with all her cloths on when she stays over... I had to ask her to take her coat off one night before bed! Kind of makes a guy feel alienated...but at the same time I am her first serious relationship, which means she has no clue. At the moment I'm frustrated and worn out...tired of trying to set up meeting times and she forgetting or canceling, going home every weekend when I have asked her to stay and spend some time here with me...I'm probably sounding very whiney, I just not sure what to say.

So Crystal is on her way over and we are going to talk, I'll let her know how I feel and see where it goes from there...
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Time heals all wounds...words from a fortune cookie [Oct. 20th, 2006|12:47 am]
[mood |contentcontent]
[music |Jimmy eat world]

What to say, where to begin? I have finally cleaned up my appearance, some might even say I look human once more. I am happy again, those around me have begin to relax and worries have lessened. I have come to accept the changes, some sadden me...
For once I am trying to let go, I have taken the first steps...will I keep on walking or fall?

Crystal has been a surprise that continues to do so. I do my best not to brag but some things can not be helped...it has been nice to be awkward and innocent again.

To the wise sage of Japan, Your package will be on its way soon. The contents should amuse, I await your coming with much joy...I will smith you a keyblade to dispatch the heartless or maybe just that fat sack of pooh!

Sadly I must sleep, I have been wanting to write but life gets in the way. Hopefully a more lengthy entry will follow and my mood will remain elevated. I have rediscovered music,many surprises under the dust...
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Bruised and Broken [Sep. 13th, 2006|09:19 am]
[Current Location |dorm room]
[mood |boredbored]
[music |head on collision- New found Glory]

Felt like typing some, nothing in particular to say other than I feel a little bruised and broken lately. Situations have led to hurtful words all around, wounds are reopened and I have shed many tears. I'm emotionally exhausted.

Personal life still has no coherency. Dating a wonderful Girl whose company I enjoy, but I worry that I'm trying to hard and that I'll drive her off. I hope she has patience, have no clue what I'm doing. We have not done much together, though it has made me truly happy for the first time since Shanna left me.

Class work is beginning to over whelm, missed Spanish class on Monday and regrettably falling behind.

My thoughts are with people whether they know it or not.

I keep picking up the pieces, my fingers bleed.

No matter what I look forward to AWA, mainly seeing my Bro who will get my mind off of life.

Dragon con was fun but reinforced that situations change. Everything is only for now.

Best of luck to all,
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bruised from falling down [Aug. 31st, 2006|01:06 am]
[Current Location |my bed]
[mood |contemplativecontemplative]
[music |motion city soundtrack]

Life has not been too bad of late; tried dating a really cute anime loving girl but the end result was an awkward learning experience. Work is a welcomed distraction from the boredom and thoughts.
I can not escape puppets...saw dust fills my lungs

Slowly trying to find the rhythm to my Life; music is providing the beat, now to learn how to dance...

Looking forward to the long weekend, going home has never been so welcomed. Plan A will not work so straight on to plan B...there is no plan C. Hoping to go to Dragon-con to regain some of that which was lost and to see friends from London.

Learn to let go...

Next time take it slow and see where it goes...don't worry about the future or any outcome...don't fall in love, but if it happens embrace it.

Small victories are the best.

All hail the Domo-Cube!
Sleep calls 8)
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lost save point [Aug. 19th, 2006|01:20 am]
[mood |amusedamused]
[music |snakes on a plane soundtrack]

Not sure what I'm doing but I'm doing it...The reset button on my life has been hit and trying to figure out what do to or where to go from here. Health is slowly getting better and hoping to keep it that way. Listened to advice from a dear friend and shoved myself off the cliff...not sure if I'll bounce or go smish at the bottom, but the free fall in between will be interesting.

Friends are always there to let you know who is running the army...

Snakes on a plane is a must see movie with friends...

Not sure if I'm on plan A or B yet?

I'm still adjusting to my dorm room...trying to make it feel like home. I'm not there yet and something is still missing, but at least it does not feel as over whelming.

New friends ship looks like it might hold weight...only time will tell 8)
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